There are some things I have to learn to ignore; even the things you love are included. It's not anegative distance. It's just a variance. And when you pull back you are able see the same obtective more distinctly in order of importance. Variables are life, and you can't go around being concered with controlling everything around you. Thus the overwhelming decision to abandon the current fixation is difficult to sever.
If you ask the question, What am I doing wrong, how do I feel? And Even if you can see the answer, why don't I act upon the things i'm dissatisfied with? I'm always disatisfied with something in every day. Is it approach? It is the bewilderment of my insipidly wasteful time? The consciousness of all time I am definitely missing a big part of. There's nothing I can do to change somethings, there's only the path I lead myself on. Though I remain optomistic that this is indeed what lull is. This lull seems like a canyon. And I will need to camp for a short while here and prepare the to make the acension. But if I should fail in short while then there's living at the bottom of the canyon and starving.
Destiny is not existant and life is not about longevity
If you ask the question, What am I doing wrong, how do I feel? And Even if you can see the answer, why don't I act upon the things i'm dissatisfied with? I'm always disatisfied with something in every day. Is it approach? It is the bewilderment of my insipidly wasteful time? The consciousness of all time I am definitely missing a big part of. There's nothing I can do to change somethings, there's only the path I lead myself on. Though I remain optomistic that this is indeed what lull is. This lull seems like a canyon. And I will need to camp for a short while here and prepare the to make the acension. But if I should fail in short while then there's living at the bottom of the canyon and starving.
Destiny is not existant and life is not about longevity