Save your energy, for you will need it later. Hibernation serves many animals right, so why not try it. This is a test, this is not a test. Don't fuck it up. (Anymore than what it is), it can get worse if you choose... it's up to you. Don't take it too far, for you may never recover. Come to terms and accept that things are truely different as people come and go, I'm not so much afraid of the change as I am afraid of what I am now. I say low, you say no, I've seen much worse, I don't challenge that statement. Something resides in me which cannot escape and from which I cannot escape it, slowly it will seep, it is not red form.