Looking forward, I'm in a lull and don't have much to offer to anyone besides my time wasting conversation and that could use work. I really need to dig my self and get out and see more and do more. Slightly i'm getting out more in the day but still mainly at night. If I can just break that weakness I'll be in a better place. Good news, I don't feel like dying and I don't feel walking dead. I don't feel like I'm no fun to be around with, well maybe sometimes. I can laugh at that though. This is strange to think about, but this my inner dialouge being transferred from my finger tipes and digitally pasted before my eyes. It's good to see, but this isn't all that's in here.