Untitled Confusion (2005)

I am so confused, that I feel dead. I've killed me! Could you really die from this?
"you go on , do it."
What will that do?
Do what?
"Give up!"
I surely will not give quit!
I will undie, I shall grow!
I wish open my eyes as wide as ever.
I wish to inhale the oxygen that enlightens myself -
I still don't understand, my present state makes me so happy and so sad at the same time.
"Could this be true"
I suffer for taking in their emotions.