Have I done this wrong. Bring me a new mind? Nothing in here lasts. Why can't I be here for a while? Can you stop me from making this wrong decision? I don't want blood stained arms. I know I don't want this. If I only knew one thing. Could I still exist with memories of now and here or would they be forgotten. For the few that still reside in my mind I won't let my self go.
(circa 1997-98)