A sense of giving yourself up temporarily, the distinguishing the pleasure work balance equation. The re ignited the smoldering ash allowed Pastora's breath to wrap around the rim of my glasses and entering my body as twin trails of translucent insects converging in unision, creating a trance corner of light peak out of cloudy day, right in front of me. They are using me now, but they also are here to help me, show me. They will not be as gentle as they have been, they will be forceful and I hope they will not harm me so severely. It is up to me and every decision that I make every second of my life to change. Never running away I make the move towards total self sufficiency so that through suffering and examination and peace of mind will be the reward to reap.
All to do it all over again. Stop effecting, start affecting.
I need to move, but not run away.