Day one and my mind-body complex is attempting to break down. And I find my body wanting to give in. Though I have subjected myself to the company of two substances without indulging. As the night wears on, and as it becomes more difficult to deal with this foreign chemical solitude, I have many questions for myself. If I can just see straight for this time. I don't feel my body is really craving it, but it's been the norm for so long that I forgot what this feels like. This is precisely why I have to keep reminding myself: Remove the toxins from your body and see if you like it. At this point now, I can't say I dislike the feeling, it's new and I feel full of energy that I don't quite know where to place, that is the problem.