This is the end, anger has gotten the best of me. Time has not been wasted, but has run its course. The ride was long and arduous but don't think it was it vain. Just know you are responsible for giving me things I didn't know existed and showing me things I never knew. I just can't believe it's over. Maybe it's not, and time will only tell. My apologies are unwanted and are never enough. Who could I be to you now? If i could see you now. I would say, I'm sorry. I wish you could say you were sorry too. Your strong and I'm strong, maybe to strong for eachother. The particular seems foolish, but it's pent up and that is understandable. But just know that I didn't take that stuff to make you upset, that was my apology that you couldn't recognize. Maybe I was wrong, but I didn't take it all. I'm just sorry that you felt wronged by it.